caterpillar79
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It's been a considerable amount of time since I last posted here. And I feel a little sad that I never followed through some if my self-monitoring logs on the other stuff.

Anyway....

I feel hot and then cold physically - I'm only 31! Am I menopausing already?! It's really weird!

I also feel like I've been so needy lately and very impatient. I couldn't even wait for this episode I'm having now to subside on it's own without broadcasting it to the whole

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This is another exercise from Rori Raye's book that I am currently doing. Since my issue is not being able to verbally share out how I feel...

I feel….what do you think?

I feel cherished when you listen to me as I share about my emotions
I feel loved every time you touch me whenever, wherever we are
I feel treasured when you call me when we’re not together, to see how I am holding up
I feel sexy when you kiss me and touch my curves so gently and passionately

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1. I walked with my pregnant GF at the park for about 2 hours last night and we enjoyed it so much. I picked her up, had pizza and shared about our passion in cooking and baking...I will try to make my own 'pan de sal'.


2. I am happy on my own. Never was I at peace than I am this day.


3. I learned about listening LEVEL 1 and 2. And that my goal is to cultivate my skills and bump it up to level 2.


4. I enjoyed playing with my faithful

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I am reading this ebook by Rori Raye, Have the Relationship You Want. I will be using this blog to document my progress as I explore the scary part of me in order to completely heal and be able to give my untainted self to my faithful husband, for he deserves it all.

In the book, she discusses about feminine and masculine roles, and which one I choose to be. That being said, I am taking the feminine role. In my fantasy/ ideal world, I want to surrender to romance, allowing my husband

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(Part 1)

I am still mending
I know I said I'm past it
I know I am
And I think I am well.

But as wounds heal,
They leave scars
That summer had left
Scar tissues
Reminders of how great
It has been
And at the same time
How painful it was.

So here I am,
Writing to myself again
Trying to process
Everything
Anything that comes to mind

What do I hear when you tell

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