CHANDLERS WISH

Thanks! For your Help on the one

I should say since everybody and their bro see's this, is you know I meant Luv you as I only can here on this site.

Now, I'm going to say something that will contradict what I just said,
You said to me the other day in a visitors message
Quote:
"perhaps i was hot , bothered" - I love it when you feel that way!!!!!

It made me feel good to try and smile. I know, I took it out of context: You are a very forgiving person.

My Dear Chandler - Thank you for the post, unfortunately I'm doing worse, much worse. It's self induced, thru worry, depression,and what ever else you care to put on the list. I went from doing 110% better, being able to work outside and all to 50% worse; no sleep, hardly no eat. I've went into a setback. Maybe it was the calm before the storm, I don't know.
That was good advise you mentioned for style on his, I wish I could trade him my trouble for his youth, I could start over, but it seems to be to late! I'm not using that as a cop out neither. I know what you're thinking.
It's not about me tho, Altho, sure I want to be happy, does not everyone?
But, no, it's not about me. What it is about, hopefully before I leave this life I can do something for someone else, help them, make them smile, advise,something! I don't want people to be sad or depressed, because I truly do know how it feels, I honestly feel their pain, to the nth degree!
I don't feel sorry for myself, I'm just sorry that it has turned out the way it has - but it is what it is - so be it - Rock On!
I finally have exposed myself with some Pics for contacts and friends if they care to take a look at what I use to be. If I'm doing ok I'll try to finish. And please no funny comments from the Peanut Gallery
Just Kidding! lol
I Luv you My Dear Chandler; May it always be so! Have a Beautiful Day xoxoxoxox !!!!!!!!!!!!

aww we love ya too cw I'm truly blessed from finding all of you

Good Morning! xx

...Photos are up.... xxx

in the pictures, i want to get rid of a comment. and i can not find a delete button for that.

hey cougar... lol
how can i delete a message left for as picture and not the picture itself?

no i havent left yet, things to do and ponder... but i want to thank you for your kind words and thoughts you been sending me.
may you never be sadden by anything and laughter always follows you. you are a great soul miss CW. and you will be rewarded for your kindness and generousity. smiles will always be around you.

I know i thought it was funny too

AND TRUE