Sometimes I say and do things that are really not me, I've let opinions direct me in ways I usually would not go. I think it's because I'm vulnerable right now, and so I get upset and even embarrassed at might self at times.
Yes, I know you know me, that's what scares me. You probably know me right now more than I know myself, whitewhitch stuff, uugggggg!

, aahhhhhh!