I love my husband so much i will do anything for him, But wants too know why he has hurt me so badly . its unreal I'm so heart broken its like iv been stabbed in the chest. Our Relationship is not the same as it was before I found out that he was hiding things from me. Deleting History on his comp. I cant Understand why he kept it from me. I told him I didn't Mind him looking at porn Months before we married. He make me feel like now that I wasn't good enough at the start And the fact that a few months back he said I had Gorgeous Blue eyes. LIKE COME ON 8 years together and he gets my Eye colour wrong. He said it was only A mistake. Like to it feels like he has cheated on me. :-(.