Sweetheart: I realize you posted your question some time ago. But, I would like to offer some insight if your question has not been answered to your satisfaction. If however this is something that you'd rather put behind you. Thats OK too. And please accept my appologies. It was not my intention to cause you any unnecessary pain. I am a cross dresser And would be happy to answer any questions you may have. Please know that nothing you would ask or say will not be made light of. you will not hurt my feelings. As for me. I have 3 older sisters. I thought I was born a female. I was heartbroken to find out otherwise. If I don't hear from you, I'll not contact you again. I sincerely hope you were not hurt to badly. I really do hope I am able to help you with this. LUV & HUGS from Miss Suzzet