HI Passion I am using the name Jenny so I'll keep it at that for now...I was reading your separation problems and sympathize greatly! I am going through a very similar situation and reading how you are feeling at times was almost like I could've have written those same words..I am in EXTREME pain as well! I would like it if we could exchange our stories and support each other when we fell like venting or just writing about anything. Let me know..here for you..Jenny