He let me go and I can't hold on to someone who is not willing to hold on to me. I want someone whom will fight to stay by my side, someone whom won't allow anyone or anything interfere between us. I was always a dreamer about love. I still am and I know it is not with him... Thank you for asking i'm still working on myself to keep and regain strenght. t
I'm doing okay WildChild, I am moving forward, I have no other choice. I do miss him and often I wonder if he ever thinks and misses me and it saddens me but well this week has been good.. I'm starting to take good care of myself. Last week he called me, since we had to file our taxes together. He asked his mother to give me the paperwork and i filed them handed her the paperwork to her for him to give to him so he can sign it then mother gave them back to me. So in the afternoon he called me to check if i had gotten them from her. He asked me " Are you alright" as if I had fallen or something. He never asks How are you doing but "are you alright" i told him I was alright then I told him I'm going to let you go, okay. He said Okay, I'll let you go bye and I said Bye.. I just had nothing to say to him anymore and I did not want to stay on the line with him as I realized that he makes me feel really bad about myself.
So how are you doing now lady? One of your thread came back up and I realized we haven't heard from you for a while. Are you moving forward? Feeling any better? It takes time. Keep your chin up, the best revenge is living well. I find that buying myself flowers regularly feels really good. A couple weeks ago I had a blast - bought some helium balloons at the dollar store and took a walk, with balloons! You know you have to smile doing that? And you wouldn't believe the response you get from people, they smile, wave, honk - give it a try. It will lift your spirits.
