Hey I really appreciate your comment. You are right, talking to him has made it worse.. Sadly I just felt like at any moment he would want to get back together with me and I wanted that so bad. I hate being alone dealing with these issues they are awful... I just wish I could almost be a guy sometimes because they just forget about it and move right on. I'm so tired of any time im alone I always end up crying and so depressed.. Im so lost...