Happy holidays!!!
Sounds like he's frustrated. Take him with you to your first therapy appointment so you can both talk about how this is affecting both of you and ultimately the relationship. At the end of the day, you have to want to be happy and have a good relationship, more than you want big boobs. What's more important?
wasen't saying you die, sorry if you thought I was just sick of my husband calling me crazy and make me feel worse then I all ready do. When I try its not good enough bc he says just bc I try doesnt mean anything bc when you try and fail u still fail. Anyway sorry