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I have never... No that's not true. I have almost never felt as low as I do now. My whole world has crashed down around me and I don't even feel like putting the pieces back together.
My boyfriend is... I can't even describe what he is. I'm holding onto him because I have no one else and to me, having him is better than being alone. I don't want to start over with someone new. It's not that I don't like him, I do. He just isn't good enough.
My ex boyfriend said yes...
My boyfriend is... I can't even describe what he is. I'm holding onto him because I have no one else and to me, having him is better than being alone. I don't want to start over with someone new. It's not that I don't like him, I do. He just isn't good enough.
My ex boyfriend said yes...
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Last week things weren't going so well. Sunday I called Jared and told him that I wanted to talk. (I had to leave a voice-mail because he didn't answer) He texted me and said that he didn't have a voice but asked what I needed. I told him that I needed him. He wrote back asking what else I needed. I thought I would be cheeky so I wrote, sex. He then wrote back and said that I could get that anywhere. It was totally out of the blue. I told him that I only wanted to have sex with him. He wrote back...
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Living in a Wonderland... Yeah, right. I hate my living situation. Today has been the worst day ever. No, my dog didn't die but still.
Screaming.
Pleading.
Crying.
Angst.
Everything you can think of when it comes to the aforementioned words is happening in my house right now.
I can't stand it. The lastest is that I will not be living here anymore. (Not said to me, decided for me) though the problems have nothing to do with me....
Screaming.
Pleading.
Crying.
Angst.
Everything you can think of when it comes to the aforementioned words is happening in my house right now.
I can't stand it. The lastest is that I will not be living here anymore. (Not said to me, decided for me) though the problems have nothing to do with me....
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Like it says:
Cut me, I will bleed for you.
Cut me, I will bleed for you.
Please... Just cut me.
Someone.
I need to feel something.
Pain.
Pleasure.
Anything at all.
Make me feel.
I'm tired of being numb.
Cut me, I will bleed for you.
Cut me, I will bleed for you.
Please... Just cut me.
Someone.
I need to feel something.
Pain.
Pleasure.
Anything at all.
Make me feel.
I'm tired of being numb.
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I woke up today after getting plenty of sleep... Finally. Yesterday I was awake for 20 hours. I just couldn't sleep.
I woke up today and had a great conversation with one of my very good friends. We talked about everything. He is going to help me get a headstone for my father's grave. I really appreciate that.
I woke up today and had a great cup off coffee. I did the dishes and hung out.
I woke up today and I sat outside in the sun.
I...
I woke up today and had a great conversation with one of my very good friends. We talked about everything. He is going to help me get a headstone for my father's grave. I really appreciate that.
I woke up today and had a great cup off coffee. I did the dishes and hung out.
I woke up today and I sat outside in the sun.
I...
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