torn2pieces
Silver Contributor 100+ Posts

hey...how are you doing?..i have been reading your threads.. and you have stopped writing since a few days...it get me worried...how are things there..?

just wanted to say love your name XD

Hello... No you can't change your name un-fortunately... And I can edit messages here, but as for threads, they can't be deleted as they are counted so to speak... Sorry... I know that people you don't want to see locate things and that sucks, if they would only mind their own business hey...

It's very difficult to stay strong for me. I often break down and think that I won't stand up, my friends then pick me up and I am so grateful. In my marriage, I was happy and I thought he was happy. I never thought that I would not work out therefore I was not scared to marry him. If you feel right now that you are not sure that your happy then take some time for yourself and think about what will make you happy or to think if you will be happy in the relationship. I spend every waking moment with him and I did not spend time with myself and now I feel lost and out of control. I look at things differently in a way that I never saw them when with him. Right now we are in the process of a divorce and I feel like I failed but my friends and my dignity are that is keeping me a float.

hey,

how are you doing?