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oh its been a long process disconnecting. it went from talking every day, to IMing and TXTs several times a week, to an email every few days, to maybe one email every 3-4 weeks. it's hard because in my heart i wish things would still work out, but in my mind I know they never would. letting go is hard, but even with all of the pain, sometimes it is the right thing to do

LOL you are fine, it's just hard to keep a running thread when you break it up all over the place.

you are caught i the same thing i have got caught in. you know it's wrong, but you keep on holding on to what you hope it would be. he will be the way he is, and if it bothers you now, it will bother you even more later.

I have merged your various threads, they were all continuations of the same subject and creating a new thread every time you had something to add makes it hard for others to keep track of. Please add anything more that you have to this original thread instead of starting new threads.

you are welcome.

it sounds like his mummy meets all his needs except for one, thats what you're for i guess, hope we werent too harsh for you, sounds like you'd already sussed it out though.