Want to Be Free
Junior Member

Thank goodness I've found this site!I would really value some help from girls and guys out there!! I have been with my boyfriend for nearly 6 years now.He was the first and only person I have had sex with and it has always been a bit of a stressful topic for us.I grew up with parents that did not even kiss in front of me for religious and/or upbringing reasons.Sex was a voodoo topic. my dad didn't even approach me for a birds and the bees talk until I was 22!! I'm not particularly religious but this lack of exposure has meant that I have always been terrified of being sexually explicit. I can do all the teasing in the world but when it comes to the crunch I lack the confidence to follow through.I'm so worried because I find it hard to do sexy things my boyfriend asks me to do for him and I'm afraid he might lose interest/patience one day.Please help me learn how to let go...I want to learn how to have fun and talk and especially behave more freely. being on this forum is my first step.