janart

Hey yall new to the board,
Just wanted to tell yall my trouble and see if anyone else has this problem.I had surgery so I have my ovaries only and when its "supposedly" that time of the month which is never the exact same time every other month is horrible. During one of my worst times I went to the doc to have my estrogen checked and it was only in the 50's but is in the 200's when I'm not PMSing. Anyway the doc put me on a low dose estrogen patch for a week before. lol I never know exactly when thats going to be. It's usually AROUND the first week of the month but I've had it this week. Anyway about every other month its like I bottom out and instead of just wanting to kill myself I also want to kill everyone else. I do have depression and GAD and have tried soooo many AD'S but I just can't handle the side effects. So anyway just wondering if anyone else can relate. I'm 36yo but I feel like I'm 70. Thanks guys (: