Thread: im having some issues...

hey, so uh..
im 19. and i havent had my period in roughly 2 months.
there was a point in early october where i thought i was going to have it but it only lasted for a couple hours out of the day and was very odd colored. a weird mixture between light red and light brown? i dont really know.

either way, i took a home pregnancy test the 17th of nov. and it came back negative. and i still have another test, but i was waiting for a few more days... maybe until the first of dec. to give that one a whirl.

ive been bloated. and have some abdominal pains. diarrhea, and i wake up every morning with what seems to be nausea? it only lasts a few minutes and i usually fall back asleep anyways.

no vomiting or anything, some back pains. but nothing out of the ordinary. i tend to have normal back issues.

umm.. ive been really emotional lately too, overly worried about my wieght and general appearance. stressed and quite possibly depressed. but that is kindof normal as well.

october and november both have been very stressful months, the beginning of october someone very close to me had died. and because that person happened to be the mom of my best friend, she was all torn up about it and because im always with her, her moods were always effecting my moods. if that makes sense...?

then i got evicted from my apartment and am still homeless to this day.
i tend to couch hop though, so its not that bad. i have somewhere to sleep and good company and a good job. and i should have an apartment later this week. i dont really know why im talking so much, i guess im just trying to explain my situation so that everyone can see from my point of view?

but yeah
so i have been very stressed, which might have something to do with all this. or possibly have everything to do with all this.

one more thing-
when i was 12 doctors thought that i might have polycystic ovarian syndrome? and i was put on gluchophage? or however you may spell that. either way, when i turned 15 or 16 i started getting a normal mentrual cycle and they took me off the medication, saying that it was a false diagnosis. but i was reading up on the syndrome and i have almost every symptom...

im pretty against going to the emergency room because i still have bills up to my eyes. and the community health center too, the last time i went there, the nurse was screaming at me telling me i was useless and whatnot.
talkin bout how i need to get on birth control if im gonna be a sl*t?
i dont know, i think she was just really pissed because the last two times i had come in, they were pregnancy scares. she was horrible ):

so, any ideas on what exactly might be my problem?

anyways, sorry if i gave too much information. thanks in advance for your advice.