So since December i've had no period... negative tests and now i have a period finasly!!..... But im in soo much pain! ive taken all the pain killers i can and im in pain still!
I feel sad coz there was a lil bit of me hopeing i was one of these that was just going to have a late positive test you know! even tho ive been expecting not to be preggers i wanted it soo bad!!
I dunno what my body is doing but i wish i did... is there summit medicaly wrong with me?
Ive never been on BC, i've been pregnant once in life and it was ectopic! .... any one in the same position.... any one have any idears what my body is doing? I'm scared incase its fertility problems or summit! I wanna be a mum so bad... and i know wanting it will never make it happen the amount of ppl who have told me if i want it and try to hard it wont happen! but im 26 and vary mertanal!! i have been since a young age wanting children!
why is life being so crawl to me!

i need to talk!