Hi, my name is Emily and I am 19 years old. I just started researching PMDD a few months ago, because I know there is something not right with me. Every month around the same time I begin to feel very depressed and I tend to lash out at people. I get very tired and irritable, and I feel like I’m not in control of myself anymore. Even when I try to control myself I just want to scream at people and tell them to leave me alone. I also have trouble concentrating on my work, which greatly impacts me because I am a college student...I have a boyfriend who goes to Brown, and even though he doesn’t deserve it, I lash out at him the most. Ever since I’ve been researching PMDD I’ve been trying to control myself especially around him, but it’s so hard and it tires me out even more. I just want to make it stop. Does anybody know of medications I can take or has anyone been tested for PMDD? I’m scared to get tested, but my mom has already set up an appointment for me. I’m just scared to find out...Please help...