
Originally Posted by
klofto
PMDD affected me for 7 years of my life. I was 13 when I began to experience symptoms. This could be dismissed as regular hormonal changes that accompany coming of age, however compared with other girls at that age I was having serious debilitating problems. For the two weeks before my period I was depressed, I would cry for no reason all throughout the day, I would be inexplicably angry at the most trivial experiences. I was suicidal, I hated myself, and I hated my life. I can not explain how miserable I was and how miserable I made life for those closest to me.
The other two weeks of the month I was myself. My PMDD symptoms would start to fade away in the first 1-3 days of my period. I also had many yeast infections, and experienced vaginal dryness.
I totally know what you mean! I have felt the same way, except for suicial thoughts, however, I do have catastrophic thinking.
I went to go see a women's specialist at a facility that deals with things like hormone replacement therapy for women who are going through menopause. She did a consultation with me, I explained my story to her, I gave her a written diary of my symptoms over the past month. She sent me in for blood testing on a specific day in my cycle in a two hour time range, and looked at everything from vitamin and mineral levels, to hemoglobin saturation, cholesterol, hormones, and more. She said I was a little low in testosterone, but I was noticeably low in progesterone concentrations in my blood.
I've been on a progesterone and testosterone cream that I apply vaginally for a year now. There isn't a single person that I'm close with that hasn't noticed the difference in my mental health and perspective on life. I haven't had a single one of those days where I wanted to kill myself or one of those days where I just can't help but cry. This hormone therapy was the cure for me.
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