Mental Chaos

**DarknessEmbraced** · 11-07-2008 04:23 PM

Atmosphere pushes down on me, its weight is crushing me

Eyes downcast can no longer see the light. Darkness is near

Emotions bombard me from every direction. Slowly they make holes in my resolve

Negativity beckons like an unwelcome guest at the doors of my soul

My body is like a coiled spring ready to snap at any given moment.

Thoughts of you cannot be denied. I want to hold you but you're adrift in a sea of numbness

Sorry about the punctuation as it's not my strong suit. This is about how I am feeling tonight.

**Lakerat** · 11-07-2008 07:16 PM

We all feel like that from time to time....the world is full of negativity ....Its easy for me to tell you it will get better...but that doesnt help much now does it.

Not exactly sure what is going on in your life... sometimes keeping mind and body busy can help with these feelings. It can help break the chain of thoughts/emotions that are causing this. We never know what tomorrow brings....just as good a chance of something uplifting that can put a smile on your face. And make todays feelings no more than a small nusiance....Atleast you can spell...im still learning..and im a old fart

Wish ya the best

**DarknessEmbraced** · 11-07-2008 07:46 PM

Thanks Lakerat. I was full of emotion earlier but now I feel numb. I just sit at the computer, surf the web, post on forums, read and wait for it to be time to go to sleep. Being busy does help, but there's not much I feel like doing tonight. Writing does help me a little.

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