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If you can "try" to stay up late, in order to ignore the World and the wonders in it, then you can "try" to find a way around this, a way to find happiness.I'm going to try
Because you belief...
In the word.
TRY..
CW
Feeling nothing
At first I get upset and feel really sad then all of the sudden I feel nothing at all. I can think about feelings but can no longer feel any of them. I think that it's a defense mechanism that I developped over the years.
When I was a teen I had to consciously try to feel "blank" but since I've been an adult I can do it unconsciously. Never know how long it lasts, but it is preferable to feeling anything.
I'm going to try to stay up as late as I can so that I can sleep a lot longer tomorrow. I immerse myself in video games, online forums and books, but really don't derive an ounce of enjoyment from those activities. They're only a means to an end which is to block out my environment as well.
If you can "try" to stay up late, in order to ignore the World and the wonders in it, then you can "try" to find a way around this, a way to find happiness.I'm going to try
Because you belief...
In the word.
TRY..
CW
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
To tell you the truth I don't have much belief in anything right now. I just feel hollow and like nothing matters. For me to do better I have to want to do better and right now I could care less if I ever do better.
Yes, but the thing is you know exactly what to do, I have read every thread yet again, and people's replies to you and your replies.
So, WHAT is stopping you? WHY you dragging yourself down? This man is not helping either, you so want to be loved and give it but you are with someone who is also down...
CW
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
Feeling nothing...hmm....picture this............your heart is cold closed off....no one gets in..nothing gets out....if you feel nothing you never get hurt..sounds good huh..well how would it feel if for the rest of your life you felt that way
.....friends..lovers..come and go..no biggie...being able to walk away from anyone ...anything and not care........sure would simplify things ...and as ya get older...its so much easier...you distance yourself from family as time goes by..pretty soon ya dont have to try there is no one and your all alone...well ya wont get hurt now ...never......just you ........ and lonleness......when your in your home/room all alone...it will come like a monster in your dreams biger than life its self....think about that for a bit
Babe there our times when its good to shut down your feelings....it helps ya get thru sometimes.....but dont let it controll you...its a tool to help you..not own you
when your heart ..soul hurts when your upset.....be thankful...you know your alive ..you know you can love...because your feeling it..pain is sometimes a part of life....it can help us grow ..understand..and be a better person...its not fun but it is a part of being alive..
Picture this now....never closed your heart completly..youve been hurt but youve also been loved by friends ...family...lovers....youve learned to deal with all life has offerd ..good ..bad...inbetween...when you rise in the mornings...or lay your head on your pillow at night you have a smile..on your face and in your soul...(well unless its really early)...you can see so much to be thankfull for..youve passed all lifes tests so far..your still YOU.....
youve learned what it is to be a good friend...lover ...mother...and true to yourself
and youve also learned what a good friend...lover is...it may not be easy all the time....but every mountain you climb (conquer)has a down hill where you can enjoy the ride...there will always be mountains and valleys...only you can decide whether to climb or give up.....if ya never climb you never know the joys it may offer at the top
There is more than one way to solve a problem...be open to new ideas..new ways to deal with your problems...the mind is a powerfull tool..use it to better yourself...
Wasnt trying to be harsh or mean....I know you hurt....but look down the lifes road.....see what might be....where you want to be ....and never give up
...makes people wonder what your up to...
If it wasn't for the bad times.... We wouldn't appreciate the good ones!
Wow, Lak..
That actually is a very good way to look at it, not something that I would have thought of.
Well said.
I guess, we have all been guilty of that... Shutting away...
I like the scenario's...it made me think......
CW
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
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