Thread: I know I was gone for a bit it's cause I ended myself in the psych hospital again

I have in the past but I have this conundrum. Fake breasts are well fake. And men don't like fake breasts, but they also don't like small ones. and if I do get them done what if they screw them up and make me more disgusting then I am now. I feel like no matter what I do I'm boned. I have a regular therapist, but I hate going I'm not very good at expressing my feelings past the surface level and when I am asked to I have a tendency to get angry and wanna get violent .So I don't go very often cause I generally come home worse then before I went to the apt.

Happy:
It's not something easily understood unless you do it. It is also something you should never do.
But its like the physical pain feels better and is relieving bc it takes my mind off the emotional pain. Plus I can control how much pain I cause to myself where as I can't with the emotional.
But again never try it ok.

Originally Posted by lunasol21

I'm not sure you will believe me, or that it matters, but not all men like huge breasts. Some love them small. Some could care less the size and still be "boob men". Some don't care at all and prefer other features. If your husband is with you, then either he doesn't care that they are small or saw something more important in you. Don't make your decision based on what men like or want. Do it for you..

If it's about men, then I am sure they do not like scarred breasts either. Who cares what they think. If you are happy with yourself, you can find someone who is happy with you, the way you are. If any guy was to fault you for not being a double D, then find someone worthy of you, because he's not.

There are benefits to smaller breasts too. Not having back pain. Less risk of them being saggy in old age. Easier to detect cancer. They don't get in the way as much when you exercise. They don't stretch clothes as much. They can be really positive, it's just a matter of perspective.

I'm not sure if that does anything for you, but I wish you the best in overcoming this.

I'm not gonna lie to you, I don;t believe you. Mrn like large breast plain and simple .Small ones are just inferior.

ok sally so i am a man, so listen to me even if you think i am an idiot..even idiots know what they like in a women..i worked with hundreds of men in a factory and about 40% admit to liking large breasts..i would say the rest is probably 30% medium size and 30% small breasts..don't buy into the "penthouse" ideology..yes there are MANY men who like small perky breasts..i know hundreds of them..i admit i am in the 40% bracket but experience has taught me that girls with big boobs often think that is all they need to attract and keep a man..NOT TRUE..a small breasted personable girl is far more attractive than a girl who can have an entire dictionary tattooed on her chest but is only concerned with how good she looks..your package looks great,,don't tinker with it..take care

Originally Posted by sallyskellington

I have in the past but I have this conundrum. Fake breasts are well fake. And men don't like fake breasts, but they also don't like small ones. and if I do get them done what if they screw them up and make me more disgusting then I am now. I feel like no matter what I do I'm boned.

You're not disgusting.

Originally Posted by sallyskellington

I'm not gonna lie to you, I don;t believe you. Mrn like large breast plain and simple .Small ones are just inferior.

No they aren't. It just so happens that you hate yourself, so you consider your attributes, particularly your breasts (which you seem to equate with womanhood and sexuality), inferior.

There is no point at all in all of us contradicting your self-loathing statements and trying to rationalise you out of this mindset - you know as well as I do that this mindset is not rational.

Originally Posted by sallyskellington

I have a regular therapist, but I hate going I'm not very good at expressing my feelings past the surface level and when I am asked to I have a tendency to get angry and wanna get violent .So I don't go very often cause I generally come home worse then before I went to the apt.

You need a therapist - maybe you need to change therapist. You need someone who will help you work out where this all comes from - starting with getting past the anger you bring to the surfaced when confronted with your own problems and moving onto why you hate yourself, your body, your breasts, your womanhood.

Is there any possibility of changing therapist? You know you can't go on his way. You wouldn't be telling us about it if you didn't want to change.

Originally Posted by dr.mansview

ok sally so i am a man, so listen to me even if you think i am an idiot..even idiots know what they like in a women..i worked with hundreds of men in a factory and about 40% admit to liking large breasts..i would say the rest is probably 30% medium size and 30% small breasts..don't buy into the "penthouse" ideology..yes there are MANY men who like small perky breasts..i know hundreds of them..i admit i am in the 40% bracket but experience has taught me that girls with big boobs often think that is all they need to attract and keep a man..NOT TRUE..a small breasted personable girl is far more attractive than a girl who can have an entire dictionary tattooed on her chest but is only concerned with how good she looks..your package looks great,,don't tinker with it..take care

I guess idk