Thread: depression taking over everything...

I have suffered from depression for most of my life so can relate to how you feel. Try not to act on your feelings as they are just that. I am currently having longterm Cognitive Behavioural Therapy which is helping me understand the whole Thoughts>Feelings>Behaviour>Physical Response. I have suicidal thoughts daily but have now realised they are the end product of a series of steps. You are ill and need to go to your doctor to discuss your symptoms. Giving up is too easy and im too stubborn and I hoe you are too.

Originally Posted by CHANDLERS WISH

Yes, but you realised and you are trying to rectify it all be it at 3am in the morning..

Take the depression out of it, you HAVE to shower and brush your hair, you'll end up with another problem, in hospital, terribly itchy down there, or and your hair cut off, do you think you can cope with another problem?

Baby steps don't add more to your worry, work with the ones you've got...

Go and have a shower wash your hair then brush it after conditioner, or go to sleep and set your alarm and do it, I almost want to make that an order young lady

Seriously, it's ok, we are working on current don't add any more to it, this will be great for you to shine, to share, to see people, to eat and get fat...

Just say, "I WILL DO IT" your right

And do...

CW

thanks cw. i am staying up to brush it out and first thing when i get done i'm taking a nice hot shower. not because its thanksgiving and my mom would be devastated if i didnt go (and she wouldn't let me if i refused to bathe another day.she'd probably admit me, and thats the God's honest truth.) but i'm staying up and doing it, because it has to be done in order for me to keep my image up that i'm ok. and thats my goal...i know my goal should be to feel better, but at this moment i dont know if thats possible, so i'm just going to keep faking it so i'll at least get through tomorrow.

thank you so much. ily for making this your first post. it may not seem like alot to you, but it makes me feel important in a small way.
i'm sorry you're struggling too. yes i'm stubborn. i might just be the queen of stubborn, but i'd never admit it to anyone. i'm that stubborn.
i have been through alot. some days i think i am still fighting...or at least my body is...and some days i wonder, but i am trying i guess.

thank you again.
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