sometimes i just feel like a machine acting out all these emotions. After puberty I have felt quite mechanic and like not real in a sense? I'm in university at the moment and its like i'm not really there. On the outside i am but Inside like happiness and love aren't... Don't get me wrong I love my family and everyone, but i think i am having mental issues about letting other people in to my life and loving them. For example i was with my ex for like ages and after he announced it was over, i really couldn't care less. Its like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, I get this when i start a new relationship, all the cons come in to mind and i panic if i have to see them, and Its an obsticle I cannot seem to over come... Does that make any sense? :/
Last edited by Holly Louise; 01-17-2011 at 07:23 AM.
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Shall we gather strength by irresolution and inaction? Shall we acquire the means of effectual resistance by lying supinely on our backs and hugging the delusive phantom of hope, until our enemies shall have bound us hand and foot?
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