What to do?

**blue_rose** · 03-07-2011 01:42 PM

Hello, I don't know how to begin... I cannot say my name, I think you'll understand why... I was born and I grew up to 14 years in a country of Eastern Europe, I grew up in an orphanage. Behind with about 2 years I was told that I will be adopted by a family. This family that adopted me brought me to England. Here,the man called my father raped me and then sold me to pimps who forced me to prostitute myself. I was forced prostitution, by beating me, every three or four times and sometimes several times a day. I was the only minor in that house, the rest being women over 19 years and that prostitutes are more or less willingly. A month ago I managed to escape. Now I live in an abandoned house in another city, I changed my hair color and do not know what to do ... I met an old woman and I help her and she gave me permission to get on the Internet on her computer.But she does not know my story ... I do not know what to do, I want to go to another country ... maybe I could get rid of the fear that I have ... I do not want to think what will happen if they will find me...What can I do? Every time I want to sleep I dream that men are trying to rape me. I am afraid by all men...

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 03-07-2011 03:12 PM

blue,

You are suggesting that you are now 14, although well eductated in the knowledge of punctuation so there was education throughout those 12 years, somehow?

This old lady that allowed you to use her computer, has to allow you to use it again to read replies...

To be adopted by a family, then it was not the "Father" but both the "Father and Mother" that sold you into that life. You do not mention her?

If you are 14, maybe soon 15, and escaped this, go to a Church and speak to people there, or a refuge, you do not have to advise your name, their names until you can trust someone.

CW

**WildChild** · 03-07-2011 06:08 PM

There should be women's shelters there. Find one, do an internet search. Go and seek help. They should be able house you and keep you from the people who are abusing you. You should be tested for sexual diseases. The shelter should be able to refer you to assistance with education or job training as well. If you can't find a shelter then call a rape help line.

**blue_rose** · 03-10-2011 02:00 PM

Hello again. Thanks for advices. I am almost 17 years old. I grew up in an orphanage until 14 years old. I learned in school some english, that's why I can write pretty well. I don't know my real mother and father because I was abandoned. The manager of the orphanage sold me to this people but told me that I am adopted by them and I'll live in England. I was very happy because the life in the orphanage was very hard: bad conditions and the teachers treated us very bad too. I came in England with them like my new family.
The situation is not so simple for me. The pimps pay some people for not be disturbing. I mean some cops. That's why I am scared and I don't go to police. You don't even can imagine how bad can be. And I ran away from them. If I talk they'll go to prison. And some cops too. That's why I just want to go away. Very far. I hope that you understand now my situation. I have to go. Bye and thanks again.

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 03-12-2011 03:36 PM

Can you not seek refuge at a Church, until you are 18 and can gain work, un-employment and use the money to get on a train far away...

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