Thread: Am I stressed, or is this just life?

All right, I'm new to this, so bare with me if I ramble:
-My OBGYN office called a crisis team on me because I'm 30 pounds underweight, my blood pressure is a solid 140/110 and I have terrible PMS.
_They suspect something else going on, like a mental illness sprouting up from no where.

Now, I am stressed: I quit my career for my boyfriends start-up company. I work 24 hours a day, 7 days a week waiting on himself and his brother-doing finances, dishes, scheduling meetings, cleaning, building exhibits, scheduling dental exams- everything! It does make me feel like I am losing my mind at times, but I don't think I am at the point of mental illness. I was raised to believe that, "This is life".

I see their concerns, because my health has started to fail me, but I don't want to end up diagnosed improperly. I need some ME time, and some stress management outlets, but I don't have health ins (since I gave up my career). I have resources but there just isn't enough time in my life to try them out.

What really hurts me though, is that by the end of the week, when I see my daughter, I haven't the energy to even sit with her and listen. I am dead-tired, hungry, broke and overwhelmed with low self-esteem.

Should I:
-demand more appreciation
-demand more ME time
-find out where this relationship is really taking me
-join a gym
-get a job again

I honestly wouldn't know what to do if I had more ME time, and I do feel that quitting my career and joining him and his brother's company was the decision I wanted to make. I want to be able to keep up with their demands and raise my daughter well- I WANT TO BE WONDER WOMAN!

12pm is noon isn't it. I said 12am 16 hour days! As I write this it is 1:53am and Im still here.