You have to focus on what is right for you,
at this moment in time.
Obviously, if you have visitation and can not
exercise it, you can go back to Court...but
that doesn't sound like your problem.
What seems to be, is that society tends to
make you feel you should be doing something
else, or feeling another way...
It seems that the children are in a stable
situation, that they are being properly
You the are the more fragile one at this
point in time. How are you doing? What
are you doing for yourself?
Are you in school? Do you have a job?
You must focus on you.
Depression and suicide aren't hairstyles,
they are very serious...
this is a time in life you have to focus