Hi♥
My name is Pam. I'm actually new to this website and I guess I just need some answers to my problems without having to consult to a doctor. Maybe someone out there with the same situation can relate to me & can help me out. Well Here it goes it's pretty long ;-[;-):

I have always had a regular menstrual cycle until I had my first Child. At 20 years old I had a baby girl and I was bleeding very very heavily after the birth i remember bleeding for 2 weeks straight . It just seemed like an extremely long heavy period. Then I would get my period and Sometimes it would only be for up to four days but it wouldnt be a normal red color it looked like a brown ugly color. It wouldnt last long though. Natalie was two when I got pregnant with my second child ( my son Jerry). When i found out I was pregnant I was Almost two months . I was still bleeding and that was wierd. Id still get my period so I didnt realize until one day i felt nauseous and I decided to just check. I took a test and sure enough it was Jerry making me feel sick lol. After He was born my period never came again. Ever!! I was happy at first because I hated getting my period lol, Who doesnt't? But then I began to worry. I said OMG what if something is wrong with me. I had different ppl telling me what might be wrong and Thairoids was one guess. I decided to go get checked. It turns out I'm just over weight and stressed out lol so how's that for a Smack of reality?? lmao. Now Natalie is 4 and Jerry is 2yrs. My husband and I want one more baby before their ages are too far apart. He is not the father of my two but is raising them as that. We want one together, It will be his first clild with meand I just feel like I am missing something and My maternal instinct is calling fo my baby as if I know I'm supposed to have another one. I have been trying for months now and still nothing. I have been getting really irregular periods and sometimes i won't even get it at all. And just when i think i might be pregnant because of not getting my period my test still says negative. How am I suppose to know if I am pregnant or not if my period is so weird?? Is something wrong with me? My husband and I are frustrated and need answers. I want this so bad...but then again I also want to be healthy. I'm 225 lbs 5ft 5" and Am on a diet and have been taking care of myself what else can I do??