Quote Originally Posted by Red129 View Post
Hey not a problem and remember your pregnant you are going to have anxiety too.
Boy you have more and more on your plate, since you are in school as well.
I also noticed something else, you have been mentioning a lot he is busy. (seems to me like you are making excuses for him, that he is busy.) And believe me I understand being busy and life, etc. But you also know as well,people make time for people.
Keep a Chin Up.

Yeah I noticed the busy too... I wanted to put all info I could here to though... I think to take a little time to talk isn't much to ask. ...

I texted him last night saying I just want to know how he is feeling and what he thinks of all this and I got a response...

He said... I;m sorry I've been distant (see i knew this was the case with the busy etc and not responding) I'm still getting my head around everything. I'll have some time off after Xmas. Then he went on to say.. I really don't know what we're going to do hon, the last thing we need is a child right now. I'm pretty freaked out.....

Who isn't... I then texted back saying, yeah well there goes my career pursuits and who is going to want me now etc... and also that if he is going to run, to let me know and I will live with it... he responded again...

"I want to but I can't. I;m not happy about it but couldn't just leave you with it. Still dont know what to do though.

Its so frustrating, I would like him to at least consider trying, and it seems he isn't going to be willing to do that. Makes my decision to consider terminating much easier. But at least it looks like we will be talking after xmas I guess.