We can only learn to love by loving. - Iris Mudoch, British writer
I know it's weird but doctors start you being pregnant on the first day of your last menstrual cycle, which would mean you ARE 6 weeks pregant even though you have really only been pregnant about 4 weeks. I think they do that to better predict your due date, but the due date is only right if you get your period every 28 days. I know both times I was pregnant, I knew the exact day I got pregnant too!
I would also like to add that the first time I was pregnant I was 26, but it was awful- i did not want to be pregnant ( i had a boyfriend but was not totally in love with him or anything) my world was ending- i had depression, cried all the time, wanted to have an abortion , and wished I would have a miscarriage. I now have beautiful 13 year old daughter, smart, talented. I eventually married her dad but am now divorced. He is an awful person to me, I barely get any child support, and becuase of him lost everything- house, etc.
But I would not give up my child for anything. I know it sucks, you will feel like , etc. but the feeling you will get during the first few months of the baby's life will be worth it. Who knows your baby might even be the next doctor or better yet - famous!! Learn from your mistakes and take on this new role that God gave you. In the end you will feel great..
Abortions will stay with you the rest of your life inside your conscious. Actually the reason God gave you a conscious is so you know when you are doing something wrong. (stealing, murder, etc.) If it makes you feel bad, it probably is bad.
Sorry if this post sounds weird but.....
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