Thread: Frustrated

Hi All!

I am 11 weeks pregnant as of yesterday and i am very excited. My body has begun changing already. I thinks its funny lookin' Anyhow, Like most pregnant girls I feel tired a lot. I work full time (7-3) and when i get home i make some food and lay down. by 7pm i'm knocked out. Weekends come around and sometimes (1-2 times a month) i'll go out with my man but sometimes i won't go and i'll stay home. My mind is changing. i would go to parties and stuff like that but i don't want to put myself in smoky areas (duh, second hand smoke is bad for my growing little person). But now i feel like i don't go out at all. My friends and i used to hang out once in a while and now that doesn't happen at all. they call me to go out but i tell them maybe another time. I know they'll be surrounded by smoke and other things. I just don't want to put myself at risk. My man goes out once in a while with the boys but i don't mind because he has to have some social time also. But i guess what i'm saying is that its a bit frustrating. I wish that my friends would just understand. i'm pregnant ... i'mgoing to be a mom so i'm at a different stage in life. i still care about them but things change.
i even lost a friend because she feels that i am leaving her behind. she goes out every night and doesn't even have a job. I used to always give her advise but i stopped talking to a wall. on the other hand i am moving to a nicer town, got a new car, my man is my baby's daddy, i have a job and having a baby. i can't hold her hand through everything.
i don't feel bad that i stay home ... i actually don't mind ... if my man goes out i'll just go to my moms house and watch movies with my younger brother. i feel like i have to start to be a great mother once i found out that i was pregnant. hmm ... i guess i just needed to get all of this off my chest before i exploded.

who ever reads this thanks for listening.

Pregnancy and motherhood will change a person from the inside out.. and sometimes people do not understand that as they are not experiencing it for themselves..BUT its okay..most mothers understand and know that the love between a mother and child is more important than going out partying ect.