
Originally Posted by
JustaGirl
When I was about 24 I was randomly contacted by a doctor doing research for UCSD on PCOS. He said he had heard that I might be a candidate for it and would love to test me to see if I did have it.
At the time I was newly engaged and had no idea what he was talking about. I had no idea was PCOS was or why the symptoms were, in fact I assured him that he had the wrong number. When he rattled off my information, I was really confused but after talking with my doctor (who had never considered me a candidate) I decided "why not".
I went to this appointment clueless, and at the end came to find that I was a perfect example of Polycystic Ovaries! The doctor was ecstatic to take a ultrasound picture of my "pearl necklace" (ovaries completely covered with cysts) while I layed there shocked at everything they were telling me. I was a young woman about to be married and start a family and this man just told me that I more than likely would not be able to concieve without fertility medication. I was devastated and it robbed me of feeling very womanly for a long time. Though, it did explain why I always had oily/bad skin and waxing was a daily chore for me! Still very devastating. The doctor assured me that it was good to know this early on, as most people do not discover the condition until they have been trying to conceive for a long time and are unsuccessful.
I was told that there was not really anything to be done for PCOS except to treat the side effects. Birth control pills to fake ovulation and clear the lining of the uterus, glucophage (Metformin) for the insulin resistance, and a trip to dermatology for the acne. I was told to be weary of extreme pain in the pelvic area as a cyst could rupture and cause great pain. Then I was sent on my way. My husband and I didn't use birth control for a year and we never got pregnant, so I simply felt that we had validated what I had been told.
It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that as much as I LOVE children, I simply would not be one to have my own. Everyone who does fertility medication has a litter of children and I had no interest in becoming octamom! Over the years I found my peace and accepted this piece of information as truth for me. Since my divorce I have always used protection, but more for STD's than pregnancy. It was always kind of a joke to me to take a home test when my period was late, but better know for sure and move on than wait unknowingly too long.
UNTIL recently. I have another posting on the pregnancy piece of this forum because I am now 32 and single AND I just found out I was pregnant. Surprise! 2 forms of birth control and PCOS, and I am pregnant!?? I really was shocked out of my mind because I didn't realize it was even possible.
Anyhow, that was a long posting but maybe it will help in some way to hear another persons PCOS story!
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