The End- Too Many Mixed Feelings

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 10-31-2008 02:12 AM

Originally Posted by crzyredhead21

I totally agree with you sister!

I just gor thrown another curveball today. my boss at my full-time job (I have two jobs) just let me go today. I was already in a financial crisis as it was and now I really think I'm goign to have to file for bankruptcy. I am soooooo devastated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I loved everyone at that job! Iunderstand why he let me go, but good god what AWFUL timing!!!! I am so incredibly hurt right now I can't even tell you. They were like my family! I know I am rambling right now but I just can't get over it. I worked so hard, made sure I was the "go to" girl for everyone, and I feel like I just got punched in the stomache! I don't know what I am goign to do!! I can't afford to live in this house now... I can't afford to live anywhere!!

I keep trying to think positive... this may open up other opportunities for me.But it's hard.I just want to curl up in a ball and die!!! Dang economy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!

Have you heard of things come in threes?

In order to move on into a new life, the "Universe" will ensure there is no old almost forcing you to actually start thinking about how you can turn all of those negatives into positives.

You really believe if you were very good at your job that your boss won't give you the most glowing reference?

Do you really think that if you were good at your job that you will not be the one to "snag" the one in the paper that 100 go for?

Do you really not realise that those people whom were like "family" still are?

What are you going to do think negative or positive?

CW

(I am going to come over there and kick you)

**Searching_82** · 10-31-2008 08:14 AM

Think of it this way...you let your...guy thing...know thatyou wanted out. First step to a new life...yeah you lost your job but guess what! Its something else new and exciting to look forward to! Maybe this is your chance to change you life and make it YOURS. Starting from scratch on everything, and while it may seem hard this could be a blessing in disguise!

And I know what you mean about signs. I have had a multitude of them..and I ignored them. For one..I was driving around aimlessly one day really having ill feelings that getting married just wasnt right..i pass a church and on its sign outside it read: Ignoring God's will is a sin. Was God's will for me not to get married??

I also sometimes think like "gee I wonder who I will end up with one day" I wonder that all the time. Well..lately the same naem keeps popping up...on marquis...randomly in a magazine it will be the first work I come across...i was in Things Remembered and it was engraved on a watch...turned onto a street the other day and it was the last name...its kind of freaking me out! Because at this point its like..I'm not really interested in finding anyone else I want to focus on me (me! me! me! selfish little !) lol...so...is THAT God's will? Is he showing me this name over and over as a way to give me a hint? Cuz I always ask him to throw me a bone lol

**crzyredhead21** · 10-31-2008 09:54 AM

Yep.. I have heard of that threes thing. I do beleive in it... it's just... very heart-breaking right now. I feel like my hearts been ripped out of my chest. Kind of like a b/f, g/f breakup. I know that this will open up more possibilities right now but I am so scared. CW, I'm sure you've heard about the economy over here tanking. That's why i was let go.. we couldnt make enough to support my salary.

I dont know guys.. too much for one week. i think i'm goign to go back to bed now...

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 10-31-2008 03:25 PM

Simular things are happening here, redundancies... Shaving expenses, cutting back.. But you know? The jobs that are available, are there because they are "needed" and the only people who will get them, will be "positive" I can, approach type people, as we are all suffering financial hardships..

Off course, I can't explain why it has a domino effect, that being one thing goes wrong and then it feels like everything does, the world is against you, it's not fair, I feel so low....

But it's not that way at all, is the point I am saying.

You WANT that freedom, from that relationship and you will WANT that next job and find it more interesting, enlightening and meet new people, you NEED new people in your life right now, (that's why you are here as well you know), a NEED to communicate with people that make you smile, laugh and listen...

Your whole World is changing, it's a good thing, don't stress and think negative about it, see it as a positive.

Got your coffee whilst your reading this? Sleep ok? haha.. It's true, ok...

It just is the way it goes, so be positive and get that paper out and see what jobs are in it. Phone your boss and ask him to write you the best reference he has ever written anyone because you were worth it and get out there and get that new job...

CW

**crzyredhead21** · 11-03-2008 01:00 PM

I think I have finally found my inner strength to keep my head up and not go back to bed! It's been an emotioal couple of days but not necessarily bad. I had a fantastic windfall happen. My friend is lost his house , he has 60 days to get out, so he said I could stay until he has to leave. That means two months rent free!!

I am so excited. Now comes the hard part though... packing and moving!

Oh yeah.. and the ex found out about the "co-worker". But that's okay. I had my PG fun and I called co-worker and let him know that i can't see or talk to him for awhile.. if at all.

Other than that... it's Monday.. I slept in until 10!! And I don't have to go to work today!

After I'm done here I'm goign onto the unemplyment office website and file so I can get some sort of suplemental income going. Thanks to everyone for allof the support. I needed it!

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 11-03-2008 01:57 PM

Originally Posted by crzyredhead21

I think I have finally found my inner strength to keep my head up and not go back to bed! It's been an emotioal couple of days but not necessarily bad. I had a fantastic windfall happen. My friend is lost his house , he has 60 days to get out, so he said I could stay until he has to leave. That means two months rent free!! I am so excited. Now comes the hard part though... packing and moving!

UNIVERSE:- "How do I get away and move I have no money? -" ANSWER : - Friend steps in with 60 days free rent ( out of the blue?)

Oh yeah.. and the ex found out about the "co-worker". But that's okay. I had my PG fun and I called co-worker and let him know that i can't see or talk to him for awhile.. if at all.

UNIVERSE: - "Board says no matter what DON'T sleep with the Co-Worker, you need to walk first - for financial reasons of the split as well as emotional, Crazy woman acknowledges..."

ANSWER: Ex finds out, that squashes any extra naughty thoughts you may have had

Other than that... it's Monday.. I slept in until 10!! And I don't have to go to work today!

After I'm done here I'm goign onto the unemplyment office website and file so I can get some sort of suplemental income going. Thanks to everyone for allof the support. I needed it!

UNIVERSE: - "Mmmm I was a good worker, I am positive, I will find a job".

ANSWER: - Rest, so you are fully alert no work for you, then off you go and get that job...

White Witch WWCW - can see all

haha..

**crzyredhead21** · 11-03-2008 04:47 PM

LOL! Funny to see my life laid out that way! Thanks! I completely agree.These things I have lost will be replaced threefold.. seems to be how it usually works.

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