Thread: a little more venting

I miss my boyfriend of 2 years so much, it hurts so bad if he just tell me why this has happen to our relationship, why our future plans have been destroyed maybe i can handle this a little easier but he says to me no one has ever loved my like you do, you are such a beautiful person with a trusting heart of gold. So why do you need space. He all but admitted there is another woman just has not come right out with it.

I'm so tired of crying, and not eating and not sleeping thinking of them together. We will both be 50 years old this year he's never been married which i have when i was very much younger (18yrs Old) lasted maybe 2 years. I love this man with all my heart, and after asking for space and then me granting it after so long saying i'm not giving it to you he calls me the next day sobbing, crying saying how much he loves me, how he can't get me out of his mind, calling me all day and then the next day not calling, then the next day calling, my mind is a roller coaster and my mind is tired of going through this since november. I'm so tired of crying and wondering if he ever loved me.

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We had such a beautiful relationship i thought, I really thought he loved me I did, i really did i feel so alone, the other morning driving to work i felt like just running off the road it hurts so bad so very bad i love him so much and he has treated me like i'm nothing. And walking out he said to me no one has ever loved me like you. Then why?