Thread: I Guess Thiis Is Just A Rant..Of Some Sort..

Thiis thought has been on my mind for a while..

Me and my best friend have known eachother for years. We have been together through alot but now I dpon't like her much, not tryin to be mean but its the way she is.

I always felt that when you turn 18 you start takin responsability for yourself.. She never does. She gets whatever she wants as long as she just asks. She complains about not havin the car except for school but its no good havin a car if you don't have money to put gas in it, like myself.

I tell her she should get a job, because at some point it will happen and now would be great time to get experience. Thats when she gets attitude about it and says I should get one. Well now isn't the best time to find one but I'm tryin, I even feel bad because I can't find one.

Then she goes out and parties and honestly opens her leggs for everyone. No doubt she should party. We're young! Its all in good fun, but since I started my relationshiip I've cut down, I tell her she should start puttin prioraties first.

She lost her virginity at 17 and me at 13 but has had sex with twice as many people I have. Atleast with mine were relationshiip type things, more then half were legit relationshiips. One or two were nothin at all. I just hate her sleepin around, she goes one guy one night, the next night a different guy. She's even slept with my military recruiters!! Both Of Them!! Knowin i would find out, and that doin that might someway effect my enlistment..I mean I can't doubt that fully.

I've called her a Ho once because I was sick of her actions, but now I feel like I want to just let go of thiis friendshiip.

She rarely talks to me now, thinks it always revolves around her and when she can do things. Then when I tell her I'm busy she gets *** hurt. I don't want to deal with her anymore. I already deal with enough.

I'm gettin my priorities straightened out and growin up, I don't want friends who still act like their in high school being around me.

Idk. I should listen to my grandma and just give up and stop hangin out with her.

Idk. Lol. it almost sounds like a reationshiip. Lol....

Should I let it go? Give up on our friendshiip and leave her on a freind level, not the best friend level?

Anywho. It was just a rant i guess but if you want to respond I'd appreciate it.