Hello everyone,
my name is ivana and i am mother of my two beautiful daugthers. Also i am deaf (cant hear, cant hear music, etcc...) its my first post for that...i want to tell you about my little story but it will be more story later. So, i finally leaving my ex boyfriend around june, 2010 because i am tired of over fighting almost everyday and i dont want to get drama. You want to know why i am leaving for him? Since we was togethe in 4 year and 8 month, so...he went to work everyday and never give me kiss or say i love you moree. Next thing: When he arrvied home and complain about foods "where is my food" thats how we get fighting over food. Its stupid to do like that.. Next thing: I told him i want to get kid out for fun something like mall, park, with friends who has kid and he said nahh i am so tiredd from work and you know i dont let you get out and i like to stay home with family. I start confused and listen him. Next thing: Cheaper things is broked as camera, book stuff like that, he mad at me and yelled me at fornt my kids and i told him to be enough! Silly things is not important. Kids are important than you think. He think stuff are important than kids. He is wrong! Next thing: He used to rommoatic with me all the times during my kids was young but not anymore....he stopped like 2 year ago. What wrong with that? I do nothing with hiim. I try to kiss him and give him everything he needs but he dont want to....cause he told me that he is too tired from work. I dont believe him. I felt wtff?! I never see like that. He dont give me commutnices too muchh when he arrvied home and i try to talk him moreeee. He watch tv too much and foucs on kis more than me. I told him that i want share as family! I dont want him used on me or something like that. He is my first man ever i met in high school and i met him in class when i was 15 year old and fall in love with him so badlyy in my life. I have family for him, he has beautiful girls and thats how we begian family and excited for everything until 2 year ago start change everything and i used it. I felt enough for thisss because i am tired of everytyhing from him! I tried my best and i want best life for my two daugthers. Its not failth for my ex boyfriend and i am giving up. I can do myself with my two girls. I am sure he will be fine with his parents. I dont care because his mom is h and i hate her for long timeee. So, after we broked up and he beggg me to back together. He dont mean to like that.......he foucs me too much and not foucs my kids. I reallly madd for that because he need to know that we are over and just there for kids that all....he refusedd! What can i do??


I will tell you of story laterrr