Thread: The New Beginning...

To those who have helped or tried to help, Thank You!
Things here have been turning a little more positive. She has read all of my posts here and still doesn't want a divorce, so I'm obviously very happy about that. Early this morning she woke up as did I for the 2:30 bathroom rush, being a gentleman I Always let her go first. But when I came back to bed, she was naked. I was startled at first thinking that we were physically apart. Long story short, no we didn't make love. She told me to take off my underwear, but I told her that I wanted to see how far things went first and wanted to move slowly on her schedule. We kissed like lovers again, we snuggled like teenagers. OMG, this is the first time in a long time that These feelings have come around like this. She and I laid there kissing like we were doing it for the first time. I loved every second of it, and wish it hadn't ended. I could be like that with her for hours upon hours. I told her how much I loved her and how great it felt to be that close again. When it stopped, I thanked her for sharing that precious time with me. I think she got tingly as she puts it. I know I could have bored a hole into solid granite after the first few seconds. But, I told her that I want to wait until she is completely and totally ready before we do anything because I want her to fully enjoy it. I think I might have a better outlook on things today.