Thread: Grr WTF not Again ?

Originally Posted by jns

Sorry he is destroying what good memories you had of the time. It was best remembered as almost myth and he is destroying that by making it real.

Whats Funny JNS is I'm having a very hard time remembering any " Good Memories ". I rarely thought of him as time went by. When I did it wasn't with longing, just a sadness, with some anger and shame mixed in.

The hurt I'm feeling is more at myself, for ever getting involved in the first place, for being gullible enough to believe his Roommate claim to start with. But I'm not going to beat myself up over it again.

The Fact is that I could have very well ended his marriage last year. I could have shared his texts with the Mrs. Proven he lied to her about how deep the relationship had been. But I didn't.. I thought about it But I Didn't and I'm proud of that.

I also know now, that even had he texted me the other day, saying he was single again.. I would not want to be with him, I can't trust him, I know men like him never really change. What he did to her he would do to me, as I also found out I wasn't his First Mistress. I feel sorry for his wife, I only know the things he said about her. Those are probably all Lies, made up for my Sympathy, cold and calculated.

Please understand, Everyone, That I am not, nor do I plan , nor do I want to get back into a relationship with Him, Or any other Married ( pretending to be Single or just Roomies Man ).

The small little Flutter of the Flame that leapt in my Heart when I realized it was him, quickly was doused with the " How Dare You ". That is exactly why I told him I still had the Texts and was willing to send them to his wife.

Though it is possible that he only read ( wanted to read ) that I had saved them. That is why I have this feeling that he may show up at my work. But as I said, I have that handled. in my Heart, in my Mind and in my Soul.

Maybe his contacting me was a good thing in the long run. I feel "Set Free". I no longer will see a Truck like his and Wonder is that my HB ? I will now Wonder what the that Slime Ball is doing at my Store?

He may have closed the door on our relationship last year, But he never locked it, it seems. But I have closed it and Dead Bolted it from my side. And I will notify the Mrs if he tries to Break and Enter into my life again. She can be his Judge and Jury if that ever happens.

Dayum I feel Good right now !!!

And Thanks to everyone, I feel your Concern for me, It is Much Appreciated. I almost didn't post about this the other day. I almost just kept it all to myself, as I have many other issues since I've joined this site.

Yes I still have some issues I might share, that have nothing to do with Slime Ball. But I am strong and try to handle things on my own. But you all helped me so much last time, and I needed my " Friends and Family" on here, so I Vented. And that's a good thing