I stuck in the triangle relationship with My Ex, my new love, & I.

Three years ago, My Ex had a big argument with my mom. My Ex tried to explain to her but she wasn't understand & cannot accept us. My mom likes my Ex-boss, who literally say was my bf. She still thought my Ex is the third parties. She rather dump me if I still with my Ex. To me, he is the worse guy I ever met who just like to have sex, give all the broken promises. After sometime, we don't receive any news from my Ex-boss.

We failed to convince my mom that's why we decided to hide our relationship for almost 3 years. Until last year mid of October, we starting lack of talking to each other. He was very busy with his work.

My new Lover start to come into the picture in October. We started to hang out, slowly something indescribable feelings happen between us. Is a connection that I don't have with my Ex. I will say I'm wrong, because I started the relationship with my new one in December. My first thought was I don't have feeling with my ex, i chose to break up with him & he approached me back, we get back together until end of February.

We started to stop contact in April until May, my feeling to him start to burn up again, I look for him. He was very upset & we know both of us can't let go for each other. Unfortunately, my parents still cannot accept him but they like my new lover.

I can't let go my new lover also because of the connection we have. Both treat me good. Both propose to me at the same period. Both mom likes me. Both send me flowers on my birthday. I cannot be so selfish anymore. I must choose one of them.

Please advice.