Dirty secret

**hizenberg** · 11-15-2010 09:55 PM

thankyou all so much for your replys, it helps to hear such positive kind words. im truly grateful. i am going to seek help,to at least get all this crappy feeling off my chest.i am in tears right now thinking about some of the stuff you have all said,
its nice to know there are nice ppl and not all monsters.my tears are ones of relief i think??
your right about somthing and its opened up my eyes on one thing and thats why would i seek acceptance from my ex when he is such a pig?? like i said i am seeking help......and if i choose to share this with anyone close it will be the ones that matter,
not a deuche bag ex.
i am so thankfull for all the replys ive had , it still hurts but it feels a weight is lifted a little.

**WildChild** · 11-15-2010 10:00 PM

It's going to take time but you can heal. This is the first step.
Know that we will be here for you, we aren't where we can put our arms around you and hold you, but you are in our thoughts and hearts now.

**Colorado** · 11-15-2010 10:22 PM

Dont know what your faith is, but no matter - you will be in our prayers!
-and once again apologies for my earlier outburst - I was out of line and should have been more caring towards you instead of getting riled up - please forgive me.

**hizenberg** · 11-16-2010 06:42 AM

oh and to COLORADO, you dont have to apoligise, it made me smile...because i feel the same. where i live we dont have capital punishment,we should. And i shudder at the thought if this happend to my child,i honestly would not do nice things to them, they would take a sleep in the dirt.
i think torture should be applied to sex offenders, especialley child molesters, maybe cut off there you know whats.
i will say a prayer to god tonight to help me to forgive rather than i let them to continue to punish me,me hating is not going to help myself.
but i still wouldnt pee on them if they were on fire that for sure.