Let's see; I'm 22, bisexual, and by normal standards still a virgin.

I used to be completely against doing anything sexual but I met my last boyfriend and started to become a little curious. I was seeing a psychologist at the time but I never went any further than making out and getting topless during that time.

More towards the end of our relationship, I decided that I was curious enough to try going further. I wasn't really into it so I basically took over and that was that. (I knew the relationship was drifting apart and so I wasn't doing it solely for him.)

That was about eight months ago. Me and my ex are still really good friends and I sometimes sleep over and what not but we usually just snuggle. I've been thinking lately about what would happen if I had been more open and became more curious and thought about hooking up.

Last night, technically he started it and we began to make out. And I thought ok, why not. I don't really care what anyone thinks or says. So after he made sure I was ok with where things were going we took it further. I was kinda into it but not really, but I gave it a go anyway. I don't know how to explain it but it just didn't seem engaging to me even though we were having fun and laughing and sorta teasing each other (verbally).

I guess I should mention that I have no problem directing him on where and what I like so it wasn't an issue in that regard. I'm obviously new at this so he was cool with telling me what he liked when I asked him to show me. And we totally trust each other so it's not like it was an awkward situation.

On the other hand, I feel that I'm more sexually attracted to girls even though I've never been with one. Like I am attracted to guys but it's an unequal attraction.

Has anyone ever been in a similar situation? Or something?