Have you ever fantasized an orgy?

**wanton** · 01-30-2011 05:43 AM

I am really afraid now. I am too much with sex of late. Just a couple of months ago I was a virgin with my hymen unbroken. With the seal of love broken by my boy I am watching too much porn and want to make my sex life much more romantic and gratifying. I do all this in defiance of all conventions. I was brought up in a very orthodox family and now I do not care.

I dreamed of having 3 boys making love to me with their organs dashing against my vagina, anus and mouth. I was in an ecstasy.

This happens in dreams and I cannot think about this in wakefulness. I cannot be a deviant. This is unthinkable.

Yet our minds are capable of anything. I love an orgy, my sisters.

Am I straying? I just want to know if anybody of you have been in an orgy. I do not think this is a good question to ask. But since I cannot do disservice to my curiosity. I cannot remain quite about this.

**jns** · 01-30-2011 08:23 AM

Originally Posted by wanton

I am really afraid now. I am too much with sex of late. Just a couple of months ago I was a virgin with my hymen unbroken. With the seal of love broken by my boy I am watching too much porn and want to make my sex life much more romantic and gratifying. I do all this in defiance of all conventions. I was brought up in a very orthodox family and now I do not care.

I dreamed of having 3 boys making love to me with their organs dashing against my vagina, anus and mouth. I was in an ecstasy.

This happens in dreams and I cannot think about this in wakefulness. I cannot be a deviant. This is unthinkable.

Yet our minds are capable of anything. I love an orgy, my sisters.

Am I straying? I just want to know if anybody of you have been in an orgy. I do not think this is a good question to ask. But since I cannot do disservice to my curiosity. I cannot remain quite about this.

You are bonding with the porn as it is giving you the same sexual release, at least to a degree, as sex. If you had not spent time looking at the porn and had only had your bf as an avenue for sexual gratification, you would have possibly bonded with him to a greater degree. All of this is due to brain chemicals as related to sex, and to your personal sensitivity to those chemicals.

**WildChild** · 01-30-2011 09:41 AM

Fantasy and reality are not the same. If you actually did some of these things you might not find them very pleasurable at all.

I just got an invitation to a program by a PhD, exploring what goes into making porn, why some things are best left to experts and do not belong in our sex lives and how some people do confuse fantasy and what is healthy for them and their relationships in reality. This is being held at a neighborhood adult shop. I wish you had access to a program like this. I suspect that most of the attendees will be much like myself, people who are already pretty aware of all this. While people like my former lover, who is porn and masterbation addicted, will be notably absent.

You are very new to sex. What kind of protection are you using to prevent pregnancy?
I encourage you to devote your energy to becoming fully orgasmic and learning all the you and your lover can do to pleasure each other. Porn is VERY limited in what it shows and there is much you can explore that will not resemble porn at all but will please you deeply.

**Master Bruh** · 01-30-2011 09:44 AM

Well Lady Bruh
How old are you first? You might be falling into what a lot of bruhs fall into. Example bruhs see porn and think all women scream yell and shot and love anal. Of course this is an exaggeration if you look at the boards,, so the thought may be great but experience slightly different. Now your still relatively inexperienced from what Im getting with the virgin thing, so chances are you'd probably want to keep this fantasy of yours to yourself for a few years until you feel more comfortable with sex itself cause its like opening a flood gate and you can swim in the initial flow you have to wait til you can at least walk straight. Also fantasies are well fantasies for a reason so they can always be a pleasant thought without needing to be fulfilled but if you do decided one day you should def get with a group of Brahs (people) your comfortable with and know what they might or might not have.

Master Bruh has Spoken....