
Originally Posted by
CHANDLERS WISH
Clearly, i have not denied that it must be taken on "trust", but in love? No, i very much disagree.
This was stated after your reply, hense i whilst stating well i didn't really want to go there, replied again. As, another woman whom has experienced ejaculation... To try to assist with the answer.
Well of course, urine is thin is it not, liquid watery, considering mine actually "squirted and not once but twice, although the second smaller" and saturated my bed and was absolutely "intense", from the urtethra, an "intense orgasm" i was stating that i was aware that i was not urinating, in my way of stating it.
Mmm, a bit cutting (C), you see, it is not in my mind at all. It not only happened but has happened since and with "trust" and being "relaxed" with myself, only difference is, is that my sex was over the telephone not in person but still with a "trust" of my relationship and "my own experiements" which actually is stated as a fact that you can do it by yourself from your own experiements, how do you think i got where i am? By words alone? Or by trusting myself to experiment with my own body and find all the places that i have never been? And, then in turn trusting this man, to take me there when we are together, does it matter that his "makeshift" was inside of me at the time not him? It was him... Visualisation is a fantastic thing, so are fantasies, so is real life. I know of people here that i am sure visualise when doing, as their partner is away and is not able to be there, but whilst they have their experience it is with "him" in mind...
I am an "INTENSE" "PASSIONATE" Woman, as i said, it is written that you can actually achieve this and more, by your "OWN EXPERIEMENTATION"... And, i am very pleased that i am open enough, passionate enough and intense enough to be able to do so.
I appreciate that you talk of your experience, coming from "deep passion" of your husband, perhaps you may appreciate that anything is possible about "DEEP PASSION" with life, there I am living proof.
Dear me..... There is no right or wrong, ejaculation is ejaculation, it is written as a 'sign of intense sexual pleasure", "intense orgasm" " can be from own experimental"..
It is also stated that " Modern Science still do not know exactly yet, what it is or why?"..
I have absolutely looked it up much like people here asking questions, to seek answers.
I am of course SEEKING to be the ulitmate sexual person "FOR MYSELF" that i can be, because it has become another "PASSION" for me.
In fact, i felt embarrased the other day, i actually said F a few times, now to me, F is okay if you want to say, i want you to F me, but when i "ejaculated" again, i said it in that reference. The next day i sent a message that i believe in being a lady, if he did not make me feel so "intense" lol, perhaps, i would be okay.
The reply i got was ... you are an intense person, lol...
So, he clearly sees that i am an intense passionate woman..
CJBTDC, may i recommend that you google "GO ASK ALICE" she explains it perfectly.
I am just pleased that i have developed a "stronger sense of myself, as an independent sexual being and therefore have assumed a sense of sexual agency"..
Perhaps if i am lucky!!! I can marry this man and have it over and over again, for years to come!!
If not, well, i'm happy to continue with my own experiements and enjoy my own ride..... At least i'm not giving it up to just anyone, but me, and well who ever he is, hopefully this man...
Opinions are opinions and well, we are all equal to explain anything that we experience if it is pertained to answering a thread i feel..
Sad to have to feel that i have to explain myself.
I'll get over it.
CW
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