The more i think about this the more it upsets me, and hand on my heart i think the thread should be blocked and so my membership, im sorry i let u all down im sorry to them that asked me the truth and i still lied and im not making excuses to anyone, hand on my heart im truely sorry.

carl

gone forever cheers to them that helped and replied.

You know Carl,

It takes a real brave person and one whom really does have a heart, to do what you did.

I for one are very proud of you.

I know it's hard to understand Carl.. But asking for help also sometimes means realising that people actually will.

And, all that has happened is you felt it and couldn't believe that it was real, so you created who ever, so that in your mind you could dis us all we don't exist.

Bad luck hey cause we do.....

Thanks for being honest, as you were from the beginning.

You didn't lie, you simply vented on your own against yourself.. That's all good.

Take Care for now.

CW

Oh and by the way, I know you'll get this.

I GOT THE LAST WORD IN...

CW

Hey Carl,
I'm glad you admitted that gynastic girl was you cause i really thought they were rude and hoped they were gonna be banned for being down on you.

as i've asked you before please stop hating yourself........... you are seeking help and its one day at a time no one is expecting you to be better in a day. I think everyone is in it for the long haul.


keep going

There are some really smart individuals here (I'm not talking about my self) that knew who girlgymnast and Steelbutterfly was. As a computer savvy person as yourself, it should not take you long to figure out why. And there are some people who are even smarter that understand the complications of how the human mind works (again, not talking about me). However, to the not as intelligent people (like myself), you run the risk of indeed sounding like a troll. But that maybe one of your goals. The fact is, you are a complicated person with real emotional and mental issues that needs to be healed. And there are people here that want to help you...

So Carl tell us, why are you here?

Who are you and what is your problems?

What is your issue with women?

What have you lied to us about before and what are you hiding from us now?

Carl

Thank you for owning up to what was really just a small white lie. I did ask you about it and yes you denied it but now you've told EVERYONE the truth and I'm proud of you for that. And don't worry, we do understand why you did that.

We're still your friends whether you like it or not

Some people may think posting here to us is a waste of time because "even the so-called experts can't help you" but don't let comments like that put you off. It's been good for you to get stuff off your chest to people who can't see you, and you've come to realise that although you have a 'serious sexual problem', for which you are getting professional help, there are still people (women included) who care about you as a human being and want you to get better.

You're still as welcome here as any of us

I only lied about thats it it is a lie, girl_gymnast and steelbutterfly, i havnt lied about anythink else i promise

SORRY

I will go away if thats what you want me to do !