I guess trust is a big thing.

I suspect that there are other things that have happened but not anything else lied about.

People tell things through "trust" and that's up to Carl if he wants to keep opening up and tell more things about himself i think, here on a Forum or other ways of communicating.

I also suspect Carl doesn't hate women... But, all his Doctor's are women... So when he is upset, he is upset with women.

People share things I think when they feel comforatable and trust people....

CW

Ok went to see louise etc this week and was very hard the things she asked me, but after what i did here recently im not sure if im welcome anymore, im prob being an idiot but saying that whats new, i hate myself for lieing and pretending to be some1 im not, and feel ive let sorten people down, i guess the reason i did it was in away i wanted you to all hate me, especially about the sexual issues im having but i found it hard sometimes were u all was so nice to me and made me feel welcome, and the days i did it i was down and i guess wanted some1 to say i need putting away or im sick i dont know, i just know i feel ashamed of myself for doing what i did and letting some of you down, but again all i can say is sorry to everyone of you.

Ok DAMD ask me a question well he asked a couple, i will try to answer but im not great with questions as i get confused becuz im thick i guess.

Why are you here? - I dont know, i dont have any friends in RL anymore having lost them all, and not sure why i posted here in the first place, maybe to get some other peoples opinions about what im going through especially from the women mostly, but i did like the compassion i got but in away couldnt understand why people were so nice to me, when ive never had anyone be nice so i took it as a negetive if that makes sence and tried to push ppl away who were being nice when i pretend to be steel or girl, but regret that ever since as most have been nice to me here and it was hard to deal with yet comferting if that makes sence.

Who are you and what are your problems? - Im Carl - MaleVirgin, and will nto be steel or girl ever again, as for my problems you know them all... most anyway.

What is your issue with women? - I really dont have a problem with women as such, yes they hurt me when i was at school but now it is hard as its women thats trying to sort me out and a woman that got me castrated, but hand on my heart i dont have a problem with women as such.

What have you lied about before and what are you hidding from us now? - I havnt lied only about being girl and steel, most of what i have posted as been from the heart, and not sure why i have been so honest here then i have been with Louise, Judith and the Dr, just sometimes i feel better explainin as such whats going on, yes there is many other things i havnt said or told the Drs, maybe that will come out in time, i do get confused when ppl say what my mommy does is wrong and i get so confused and upset, but 99% of the things i have told you all as i say is from the heart.

I dont know if i have answered your question right DAMD if i havnt im sorry, not sure what else to say as not sure im welcome after letting most of you down.

Carl

Hey Carl,

It's been a while since you've said how you are?

How your feeling?

And where you are at, we would love to know what Louise is thinking and feeling at this point for you...

And, love to support you again and say Hi.

CW

No Carl, your answers are fine. The questions posed was mostly for your benefit then mine. You insist that you let us down when it is yourself that has been let down by you. You are lying to yourself and it is important that above all else that you remain true to oneself.

Do you have problems with confusing fantasy with reality? Why do you think that is?