Compassion? Or a possible belief that maybe, just maybe, as you are doing Hopeless Dork, that words can get through, alas not..

This was June, July 2008, the commencement... Carl knows to what lengths, as does Mazz to what lenghts of "help" being there, we attempted and this was left, done, by October I believe.........

Hense Carl writing on your thread again.... New people? Responses of other abused victims? Where it stirs the pot for them and then, "they" try to get you to understand?

What part is fiction what part is not? Well, good point and the reason why I don't reply, other than "good luck".

Nicole? Is she actually real? You asked me to ask you questions Carl and you would tell me the truth but problem is, we established Steelbutterfly was not real, I established Nicole's picture you sent was from a teenage school girl web site, her email address, your Doctor's email address, all bogus..

Your Mother? Allows you your pink pj's, dummy, locks you in your room, but takes you to Men's toilets, masterbated you in the bath from a child, continued until now, yet you love your Mummy and don't want to leave her... Is that real?

At what point are you just going to stop talking about yourself, feeding off the attention, if all that you say and have said bears "some truth", then explain to me, here, why you sent a bogus photo of a girl you call Nicole. Why you "gained" friends that were prepared to try to be there to discuss this with you, but you let them down with lies, only to lose them and why you are writing here again, but not saying, I am scared, it's only a week or so and that's it you will never hear from Carl again because YOU stated you can't have a computer in there.

But, then the other side, you joined sites, but never really wrote on them, you joined one and lied and said you were a teenager and they kicked you off, but you weren't, and that site was well................

You went away on a tornament, a few years back, from some site, with games, but you state Mummy has never left your side, and you can't recall that tornament.....

Google as you know has shown me what part of somethings you stated were real or not.

However, there is consistency in alot of what you state and I believe that we established there actually was a Doctor by the name you mention..

But when you asked back then for the help and gave out email addresses, they didn't pan out...

Carl, remember, there are people that were abused and I will not stand as CW, not a Moderator but CW and allow you to bring those bad thoughts out of their mind, onto this page if you are not completely honest...

They reply and you go on again about YOU... And, what's happening to YOU....

Somewhere there, we know there's actually a funny side to you, and consequently i also know there is a compassionate side, through previous emails prior to stopping those.

I received your last one, but sent it to junk... I am sorry but personally, my aim is to "help" people in understanding if I can, not feed someone....

And, so these last few replies have led me to write here as CW.... the poster........

At no stage have you ever, tried to better yourself from any advice given, rather keep crying "wolf".....

So, i suggest for these new people that are taking time to write and reply to you that you tell the truth, was Nicole a situation and really you have never, ever, seen her since but built a fantasy around her? Thereby, creating an email address in her name, sending photos of her, and talking as her but you and I know that was "you", much like Steelbutterfly... Or, did she never ever, exist to start with? I know she's not real now, but was she ever?

What is it really you are seeking by writing here? The only site that continued to talk to you, where other's fell by the wayside?

Start properly with that and you never know, maybe, just maybe, people actually can offer you advice.

CW