Living my life without my husband

[RENEEP4LIFE]

Just two days ago, i packed everything i owned and moved out of my house. I have been with my husband since i left high school. I love my husband with everything in me. One problem...i loved him more than i loved myself. I never thought i would see the day that i would leave. For years i went through it all..cheating, mental and the verbal abuse etc. After doing lots of thinking and with the help of family and friends, i left. I do not know whats going to happen with my marriage. I do want it to work out however i am prepared for the worst meaning if my husband decides he wants a divorce. Right before i decided to pack my things and leave, my husband stated that he wanted to move on..i cried and cried..the next day i called him and he tells me he wants to work things out but in a way i felt he was telling me what i wanted to hear. I'm leaving my faith in gods hands...to everyone out there with issues with their spouse, you can not force something that you no longer can control.. That gave me the courage to leave. I hope that this experience will show my husband to love me and treat me with the respect i deserve as his wife. In result, i'm going to get myself together so when or if we decide that we will work things out, we will be on one accord. To my husband, i love you and i wish the best..i will forever carry you in my heart..until we meet again. Love renee.

[torn2pieces]

Big thumbs up to you, I am in a relationship of only 2 years and awwwww I would love to move out. Nothing too big is going on but I am NOT happy and niether is he. So congratulations for moving on, be independent and keep your head up. I wish we could just have a mutual break-up and no one blame anyone just go and be happy. There was a day when I was happy all by myself and I wish to go back there.