is envying your thought! LOL
I am thinking on closing this computer and goign to get myself a beaver tail down the road then goign to take the bus to my house to leave to go camping for the long weekend. I am getting thirsty for a glass of wine by the fire.![]()
is envying your thought! LOL
Everything I'm not makes me Everything I am
I'm thinking about my ex boyfriend Marty and my current boyfriend Jared. Everything is a total mess and I just want to figure things out. I'm also thinking about how hot it is right now.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Why people don't allow you to make your own decision and not discuss something and then go into a tantrum like a child because you don't wish to discuss your personal life pftttt. It's my choice....
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
I'm thinking that the letter I wrote to Tim was as honest as I could be. I don't feel that bringing Jared up is important because really, there is nothing going on with him. I don't consider him anything more than a friend. No emotional connection, haven't seen him in weeks, am not intimate with him anymore. He's kind of just... A person I know. An acquiantance. If I had feelings for him then yes I should have brought him up, right? I'm confused. Now I feel dishonest but I wasn't. Ugh... Why do I feel dishonest?
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Because you aren't clear with all if it yet. You are uncomfortable and are interpreting that as dishonesty?
Thank you. That was the perfect way to make me understand my thoughts and feelings.
I am thinking about: SEX!
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Don't knock the enthusiasm. Besides, just cause YOU'RE NOT getting any doesn't mean you have to be a Donnie Downer.![]()
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
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