seeking help

[HALFNOTHING]

Thank you sis..

If this will help.. i will just pray my relatives won't see me there..

I think this is the last option for me..

Thank you all

[mye_mye]

don't take it seriously,..if there is life, there is still hope.
how's your feeling now?
are you still bleeding?

[caterpillar79]

Thank you sis..

If this will help.. i will just pray my relatives won't see me there..

I think this is the last option for me..

Thank you all

Don't stress too much. Mye Mye is right. It is hard, I know, but bear in mind that your first tri is very delicate. Try your very best to think of happy thought because your emotional state now will affect your baby. (Ayaw mong maging sumpungin at miserable ang baby mo paglabas, di ba?)

Adhere to "don't worry be happy" attitude as much as you can. Keep praying, things will fall into place. Your little angel, your higher power will not neglect. Much luv, sis. xx

[HALFNOTHING]

I feel ok now only for little cramping sometimes.. It's like i want to pee but i can't.. If this thing continues in other week. maybe i should get a plane ticket.. don't know how it works but this is last option.. it's hard also to find in DSWD that will help coz you know how philippines is going through right now.. they're in state of calamity due to successive typhoon..

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Cramping? Feeling like you want to pee? I so hope it's not an infection sweet, there is no where you can go a Church? Somewhere, someone can check for you?

You are a very strong girl, fighting always for what you want, kind of a rebelious little one but then that's not your fault, as to the nationality and problems with that, you keep finding ways young lady.

CW

[HALFNOTHING]

Its called NO CHOICE but to keep fight or else you won't be happy forever.. now, i'm just crossing my fingers that i'm ok.. I guess my situation now is hanging on the air. I can't live with my family. I can't stay with my bf's family.. hahaha.. i don't know why i am still standing and breathing..

It's the culture and beliefs of my family is leading me to death.. it's unfair but the rules is a rules..

[mye_mye]

I can't stay with my bf's family

what u mean? are they against your relationship?
CW is right, you're a picture of a very strong woman,
where is your bf right now?what his reaction about this?he should be there to support you.
if you feel cramping, and pee but you can't, and it hurts. it is possible you're infected.
or a dead blood inside .if it didn't come out it will become tumor.

[HALFNOTHING]

His father knows but others don't.. it is good to be silent with this kind of thing. the more people know about it, the more complicated.. dad doesn't know about my x-man. unfortunately, my bf doesnt want to tell anything to him.. he said, it would be dangerous.. his father might return me back in my parent's custody accordingly once he knew my real situation.. it's not good to be runaway wanted but i think its enjoy and make me more ugly old girl.. he's doing all to help me.. but he has a limit of everything.. he can just let me go back in other area of the philippines but he can't take that nobody will take care of me there..

[mye_mye]

His father knows but others don't.. .?the father of your bf knows it?

dad doesn't know about my x-man.who's dad?

good to hear . he is supporting you.
you can go back there in uae after the medication anyway, there nothing to worry about the family of your ex- husband,

[HALFNOTHING]

his father and dad = is my bf's father..

yes, dad knows that im pregnant but he doesnt know that i am runaway bride.. married to his son.. bf's other relative is not advisable to know something about us. they will misjudge us..

i am holding an employment visa so fortunately, if i'll going to take the leave. i have only 15 days to take emergency leave or else they will cancel my visa and ban me in uae for 6 months - 1 year. It 's very for us i we have enough money. i will spend morethan 5000 dirham for ticket and room.. how about the expenses to hospital..

thats why i'm leaving this to God's hand..