We talked.

[Asia29]

We talked and were going to see how it works out hopefully it does work he has a ex he has a kid with that is a problem he fixed it but i still feel like the ex is so into him still ever since she found out about us she got mad. and that is what sometimes scares from showing my true feelings to this man. i feel that he will leave me for her and thats what im afaraid of. is like i i never had a man in my life that had kids and its my first time dealing with this its hard. very hard.

[sourpuss]

If you are afraid to lose him the first thing you need to do is stop driving him away by being mean and hurtful to him.

From what you describe, he is kind and caring and loves you in spite of how you have treated him.

Be grateful for what you have......and show it. (before it's too late)

[Asia29]

Fear is the worst thing but you are right i need to start treating him good he has put up with alot, and he is still here for me, is just my jeolousy gets the best of me. and makes me put my guards up.