Thread: just need some help!

Originally Posted by marryingmybff

recently about a month ago the weight loss clinic and gym was not cutting it i began throwing up again my fiance has found out so everytime i go to the bathroom he drills me... i know im losing weight and i know its not the right way but when i look at my self in the mirror i know im a fat blob, ugh it makes me sick!!!! everytime i even eat a salad i instantly feel disgusted with myself....
i thought i was stronger then what i am i dont know what to do i feel like if i stop then i wont do anything but gain and i cant gain weight..... ive even talked about not having children because i want a tummy tuck and boob job even though i know i would regret that decision... i need help i just dont know what to do anymore....
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Honey... IMO, you need counseling based on the above bolded comments.

You can't starve yourself, your body is going to hold onto every little thing it gets and hanging on to everything you have. Of course you are not losing weight, you need food!!! Funny isn't it, you need food to lose weight.

You need to be smart about your choices. A salad is not going to kill you, get that out of your head. I've been through it, I also took an extreme step to remedy it, but I've learned tons in the process!!! When my calorie count is too low, I start gaining a pound here and there, the day that I bump up my calories a bit, my body heaves a big sigh of relief and it falls right back off along with a little bit more.

You need to eat girl! But you also need some professional help with your body image issues.